Cousin's Outing ( Indra's Birthday Celebration )

Yesterday was my cousin's birthday, Indra, so my other cousins ( Mamat and Hezri ) my cousin sister together with her husband ( Kak Ina and Abang Wan ) went out to celebrate his birthday. We had dinner over at Clark Quay and after dinner we all head down to Chinatown for karaoke.

It has been awhile since I last went out with my cousins and enjoy ourselves as a family, have a good quality time together. We sang songs, laughed to every jokes and most importantly the birthday boy enjoy himself, singing his heart out. We had such good time together, just the cousins, building a strong bonding between us.

To the birthday boy, I wished him many happy returns, may he be blessed with healthy body and mind, may he have a good future and stable job.

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Fallin' Out

Many couples spend a good times in relationship, also wondering if the person is right for them, whether they should stay or go. Sometimes with us feeling and wondering this way prevent the relationship to grow.

There are many reasons that makes us doubt about our relationship. Some might say that though they love their partner, they do not know if they are being loved in return; or ready for commitment; some are concerned about qualities or behaviors they're uncomfortable with. Others remain in relationships hoping to change their partners, or afraid of being alone. Most people don't want to lose the time they've put in, having to start all over again. While some assume that they pick the wrong person.

It is always a mistake to stay in a relationship if it is about wanting the other person to change. Although people promise to change, change is difficult and only happens when an he/she wants to change for themselves. When a person change to please their partner, this change is temporary, because in order to change time, commitment and effort are needed. See how much of this person you can accept just as they are. If you want to change most of them, it's best to let go. Try to accept them as who they are. When a person feels accepted, they will change for the better.

You will feel loved when you are considered, listened to and respected. If your partner says they love you but neglect your needs, it is not love, to feel attached. Trust your feelings. If the relationship is good, you will feel that you are cared for.

When a couple is willing to sit down, truly talk and listen to one another, they are way ahead. All relationship run into obstacles, as long as both party are willing to talk and to listen, it will make things easy and a strong relationship are build. During your communications be careful not to criticize or blame rather than giving a sarcastic remarks makes the person feel outrage.

If you find that your partner does not trust you, it is very difficult to continue with the relationship. Trust is the foundation of a relationship. Without trust, it makes the other party feel insecure. Trust is a necessity.

Whether or not the relationship you are in is the right one for you if it isn't, you have to move on, take time to be thankful for all the good you received from your partner. Leave with a positive mindset, this will help  to look forward in life.

Is it ever too late to repair a broken and wounded relationship?

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Somebody's Me

You, do you remember me?
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?
'Cause I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that, I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

[Chorus]
Somebody wants you , Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath, without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me
Yeah...

How, How did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now it's gone
And I pray at night, that our passing will cross
What we hide isn't lost
'Cause you're always driving in my thoughts

[Chorus]

Somebody wants you , Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath, without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me

You'll always be in my life, even if I'm not in your life
'Cause you're in my memory
You, will you remember me?
And before you set me free, oh listen please...

[Chorus]

Somebody wants you , Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath, without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me
That Somebody's Me

That Somebody's Me

That Somebody's Me

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Job scope

As everyone knew that I am working 6 days per week with 1 off day, working 44 hours per week and on every public holidays. Being paid $1200, NO incentives, NO double-pay on holidays, NO transport allowances, NO benefits (ONLY medical benefits, 14 days medical leave), 10 days annual leave per year (accumulating a day on every one and the half month working), NO over-time pay (if more than 44 hours work, we gained ONLY time-off), working 2 shifts (0700-1500, 1500-2300) changing shift will be on every Sunday.

I am working as an operation officer, handling the passengers flow for departure/arrival ferries ensuring smooth schedules for ferries. The task at work are TCC (terminal control centre) whereby I have to aliase with the captain and crew of the ferries for departures/arrivals, Information counter (providing informations that are inquire for), baggage counter (checking-in baggages), boarding gate (ensuring smooth flow of passengers boarding to the correct destination/ferries, printing manifest/port clearance), jetty (crowd control and ensuring smooth boarding) and lastly, baggage pier (ensuring all departure/arrivals baggages are in good condition, load/unload to the right destination/ferries).

Each time, I work in the morning shift, I will be waking up at 0430am in the wee morning getting ready for work and leave home at 0530am walking to the MRT which I will be reaching work at 0630am. The most tiring part was to be changing shift from afternoon to morning which i will be ending my shifts at 1100pm, reaching home at 1145pm, I will be having my supper before head to bed which by then was about 0100am and have to wake up at 0430am the next morning (slept for only 3 an half hours).

Definately, once I get home, I will be resting and taking a nap till evening sometimes too tired till 0800pm at night I woke up. Then I will be having my dinner, watching tv and do abit of the house chores before I finally have a piece of my time alone. When comes my off day, I sometimes wake up late and its the only time I can laze around. Usually, during my working days, I seldom do the house work because I wont have enough time and apart from that I will be resting so the only time I will be able to the chores will be on my off day.

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New Year Resolutions

I have been missing alots of updates in life recently because my lappy was down with a flu. Its working fast and well now so let me re-cap a few events.

Towards the end of 2009 and to a start of the new year was very refreshing which I am looking forward for. A new year, a new start, a new breath of air, new commitment, new resolution and a promising future.

The year 2009, has been a great year for me whereby I have learned alot in daily life cycles from having sets of problems and to be able to resolve it, great fighting spirits in enduring moments in life, being patience, surviving in obstacles and coping thru financially.

In this new year 2010, my resolutions are to be more prepared for what that lies ahead of my pave, be more commitment in relationship, families and career, build strong communication within my circles, be more optimistic, dependable and reliable, be healthy and happy, to blossom my love commitment and  being the best out of myself. In God's will, amin.

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Birthday Celebration

On the 28th December 2009, me and my colleagues made a surprised party for our birthday girl and boy, Kak Jai and Zul. We bought them a small cake and ordered pizza. We planned it without them knowing and everything went out smoothly as planned.

We waited till the last ferry departure and had the party in the office. Everyone played their part in making sure everything went as planned.The minute Kak Jai and Zul entered the office, we shouted 'Happy Birthday !!' and sang the 'birthday song'. We had the cake cut and some photo-taking.

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Choices In Life

There was once that I have to choose,
either gain or lose...
I cant have everything and take chances
and feel the pain...
And not to love in vain
cause love wont set me free...
I can't just stand around
and watch this life pass me by...

Even if it hurts me...
Even if it make me cry...
Even if I am alone...
I have to find 'myself' through this roughness...

Don't care about all the pain that I felt
cause I just want to be happy...
I am just holding on tightly to my faith and believes,
and won't let it go...

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Tinggal Kenagan

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita,

kini tinggal kenangan...

Inginku lupakan semua tentang dirimu,

namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu... Oh bintangku...

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku,

disini aku merindukan dirimu

Kini ku cuba mencari penggantimu

Namun tak lagi seperti dirimu... Oh kekasih...

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Lonely

Loneliness, means "feeling lonely," describes a human state or feeling involving isolation, or the feeling of disconnection with others, etc. Often accompanied by a sense of yearning for connection. Usually through hopes of romantic companion, in the arms of another.

I used to have him near, I used to have him close by, I used to have him by my side but now he is gone..., gone with the wind...

Alone... Why must I be alone, Alone... Why must I dream alone, Apart... Why must we be apart,
Alone... Why must I be alone...

Somewhere there is someone that dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile, so when you are lonely remember it is true, someone somewhere is thinking of you.

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Made In Heaven...

Faizal,
I love you so much
I love you with all of my heart
I will never get over the feeling that I have so strongly for you
I just keep thinking about how if I would ever lose you
How I would spend the rest of my life trying to get you back
And thinking about how my life will never be complete without you in it

Faizal,
You are my world
You are my strength
You are the reason that I never give up in life
You are the reason that I want to live
You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me
I just keep thinking of the mistakes that I have made in our relationship
And how I would go back to take them all away
I know that we will have our little fights and arguments
Every argument that we have kills me inside
But all that I can think of is
In the end will we remain together?
And I know that you will be there for me when I need you the most
You sit there and wonder if I don't love you
But you got it all wrong
I love you more and more each day
I love you more and more with every breath that I take
And with every smile that I make
Everyday I think of how I want to spend the rest of my life with you
I sit here everyday just waiting to hear your voice and waiting to hear your laugh
I know that you have been hurt before
But there is nothing that I can do about that
Just because of that I just want you to know that I don't love you any less

Faizal,
I just want you to know that I love you and will forever more
No matter what people say, it won't change the way how i feel about you...

I love you, I miss you always... my hubby Faizal Razali...

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Recovery Lane...

Hi...all!! Thank you for all your care and concern. I am recovering well since I have been resting and taking my medicine regularly. Hubby have been showering me comfort and concern, it makes me want to get well faster, thank you hubby for the endless care and concern. I am feeling slightly better, cramps and abdominal pains come and go, I just need to have proper meal and drink plenty of water so I wont get gastric.

Today was my first day back at work, I feel very weak and  lethargic. Since I am still unwell and recovering, I requested to be deployed in the office. My day was fine and everything went smoothly for me.

Even now, while I am updating about myself, I kinda felt my forehead is warm. Being sick makes me feel very weak. Well, hopefully, I will get well soon and will be able to go out for some fresh air again.

Monday Blues'...

I was unwell today, I have been having stomach cramps and sharp pain at the abdominal area since yesterday night, so I visit the doctor and have a check up. I was having stomach flu also known as gastroenteritis (gastric) and was prescribed with polysilic lll susp (white mixture) for gastric, ultracarbon (black tablets) for stomach wind and loperamide (loperamil) (blue tablets) for diarrhoea. I was given a day off to rest and get well.

I have been resting well and I am feeling slightly better, had my medicine at interval time of the day. Well, I am heading to slumber land now after taking my supper and medicine.

Betrayal

I read an article and would like to share my point of views...

Is it hurt, disappointment, anger, loss of trust, humiliated, neglected, loss of self-esteem? Betrayal has a way of stealing your smiles and laughter. It has a way of turning your love into pure hate. People nowadays show less care and concern in regards to their partner’s feelings. They say they care, but their actions and reactions tend to show otherwise.

Some people are 'quiet betrayal'. They know exactly how to turn a situation to benefit them, making you fall and feel like you are in the wrong. Many relationships are controlled by either side having this ability. Relationships can be manipulated, the one that always get bullied is the naive ones. Most of the time, many are not aware that they are victims to a betrayal.

In a relationship, betrayals are one of the reason to failure because we put ourselves in an unstable commitment through our trust and love for the other person. We must communicate more openly so that we have an equal understanding of what the other believes and feels about certain issues. We must both come to agreements on what is acceptable for us, don’t try to change the things that cannot be changed, but do change what you can. Situations can be made or avoided in a relationship.

Love your partner like you will never love another, to give love is to receive love.

"I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”
- Angeleaknewin -

Weekend Wrapped-up...

Let me wrap up for the weekend...

Last Friday, Hubby with his brother and nephew went fishing again over at Pasir Ris Pond. After work, I will drop by to see them fishing. Its a rainy day, heavy red sky lured above us. Hubby was at his usual fishing spot. On to the left, was a group of  malay uncles and to our right was empty till one 'botak' malay guy came along and took the spot. It didn't took long for the 'botak' guy to settle down and threw his line out, when he caught his very first fish. You can imagine the reaction we all had, he just came, threw his line out, 'played' awhile with his line and within seconds caught his first fish. Guess, it was his luck. We waited and waited till it was time for me to make a move. That was when hubby's rod came bending forward as if something was pulling it down hard, hubby quickly sprung into action, grab his rod and rear the line in, I was hoping that the fish get tangle with the line. Then we saw the fish splashing on the water surface. Hubby caught his first fish for the day, just in time before I make a move. In a joking manner, I told hubby the fish must have known that I am making my move so it bite on his line.

Yesterday was my off day, I went out with my family to have dinner at Simei banquet. After dinner, we head down to Mustafa Center, it was crowded and it took us awhile to get an empty parking lot. Since it was so crowded, my dad didn't follow us in the mall so he waited for us outside. After paying of our things, we head out to met my dad. We sat down at this small stall under the same roof, we went to order our drinks. Here is the funny part I am sharing, we went to order our drinks, my dad drinks tea 'o'. Over the counter, we are served by mainland Indians, we asked for tea 'o' and they gave a blank face and gave me tea instead. I corrected them and asked for tea without milk. Then the supervisor came out and told us off, English called tea 'BLACK TEA'. I was confused and dumbfounded, whether to laugh or not, never have I heard of 'black tea'. I told them off maybe since they make the tea so they call it 'black tea' because they are black. They cant even compare the color black and reddish maybe they are color-blind. We laugh and make jokes out of it through the whole journey back home. Here is a picture of the 'black tea'.

Heartbreak

For a long time I had not known what heartbreak had felt to an untouched heart, to have your heart broken would take no more then a second., an action, a thought, a feeling. A second is all it could take. But there is another way to have your heart broken. Not through an action, a though or a feeling. But just by being there, in a physical form. But not with the soul, the emotion. The thing you really love about them. The thing your losing from then. But it is not that there dying inside. It is the smile they used to give you, is no longer given to you. The look they give you the feeling of love and compassion, now becomes stare of boredom and regret. The thing that kills you inside every time you look at them with all the love in your heart and which they shrug off in the most painful way.

Our Compatiblity

Source : dailyhoroscope.com


Sagittarius is open, honest, blunt and frank. Cancer may react to all the action oriented energy of Sagittarius in such a manner that they become hurt easily, or take things much too personal. Sagittarius, on the other hand, deals with issues in stride, using an optimistic, nonchalant humorous approach. Basic misunderstandings can occur frequently.

No matter what dilemma may occur, Sagittarius finds the humor in it, making the best of any situation. If the roof caves in, Sagittarius says, “Well, we needed a new ceiling anyway”! Cancer may utter a few whimpering sniffles while drying their eyes, feeling so bad that now some poor soul has to clean up the mess. Two total different reactions may at times make it difficult for them to understand each other.

Romantically speaking, Sagittarius needs grounding from time to time. They delight in learning anything, from foreign cultures to different languages, and require a variety in being accessible to freely pursue this quest. They often become involved in long-distant relationships at one point in their lives. They may meet a special significant other surrounding affairs pursued while either learning or traveling. The distance between that special someone allows for freedom to pursue knowledge. This is why they do not like to be tied down. Cancer will appreciate Sagittarius’ honest qualities and great sense of humor, and this will warm their already emotional heart. On the other hand, if Sagittarius is gone more than they stay at home, this may end up leaving the Cancer feeling blue or left “Home Alone” too often.

Sagittarius loves the outdoors and Cancer may love to tinker in the garden. Just remember that you may not respond to issues in the same manner for your views do differ quite a bit. The best advice for this combination may be to follow these simple rules. Give Sagittarius a night out. Take up a class or spend some time getting outdoors in the great sunshine together. Ask your Cancer mate to go swimming with you, do some gardening together, and take long romantic strolls in the park. Do things together that you both have in common and Sagittarius’ intelligent philosophy will surely keep Cancer’s loving heart aglow.


CANCER: Emotional, Nurturing, Sensitive
SAGITTARIUS: Truthful, Blunt, Humorous, Restless

Bumble Bee Boy

Here is a picture of my cute, chubby nephew Hasif Aarman, 7 months old. I bought him this bumble bee jumper because i find it cute and as all can see isn't he adorable in the outfit. I bought the jumper at downtown east, ehub when I was out playing bowling the other day.

He looked so adorable in that outfit with the 'wings' and 'antenna'. There was also other designs such as a ladybird, tiger and cow but I fancy this design the most. Just see how cute he is, chubby cheeks, feels like biting his cheeks.

A pervert at my workplace

For some reason I am sharing this experience with all.

There is an old uncle working in my team, he is a temporary staff which he is only needed when we are short of manpower. I used to label him as 'pervert' because he have that look and he will really stared right through you which makes you feel naked. Sometimes when we are communicating to one another, he will come close up to you at times you can feel as if his breathe on your cheeks before he able to do so, i will sprung to action and keep a distance away from him. I am not sure if I am being over-reacted till my other colleague talked about it. I have bring the matter up to my superior and they are looking into it.

The recent issue was, it happened when i was deployed together with him and with another person, my other partner was on meal break so leave me and him in the office. I was just sitting around, waiting for the last departure for my shift, there was other people around then and he was doing something with his hand phone. Suddenly, I heard something like moaning voice, I try to ignore but the sound kept playing that was the final straw for me and I get out of that place to a safer one. Guess what, that old man was viewing pornographic video on his hand phone. He is really one pathetic, sick, pervert old man....!!!

It makes me sick and disgusted. I thought I am the only one to experience that, there was also another colleague of mine facing the same problem. What was he thinking or trying to do that time. Nowadays, I keep my distance away from that old pervert uncle and making sure that the place that I work has people around and also have extra staff working with me. If this problem happens again, I wont hesitate to report this matter to the police because this is an intrusion of my privacy and harressment.

Work or Play

Its been a busy weekend for me, on Saturday morning the crowd over at my work place is swamped with crowds, some are going away for a holiday while some are going away to play golf. Each Saturday morning. the crowd will double up twice sometimes thrice and on Sunday when everyone returned back to Singapore.

I was deployed at baggage pier where I am in-charged of making sure that all the baggage that arrived and depart are in good condition as well as are safely load and unload by the porters, also ensuring that all the passengers received their baggage. There is 4 staffs deployed at jetty on weekends usually its 3 staffs on weekdays, 2 will be handling the crowd and ensuring that all departure passengers and ferries are on scheduled while I have a partner to help me around with my duties.

One of my colleagues is a senior citizen so definitely he is not up to pace so I pity him for he has to run around the jetty doing all the work while his partner is so busy playing game in the pier office, playing his PSP. We are busy working, running the pace up ensuring everything is in proper, he is enjoying himself to relaxation. When it comes to work, I am very particular, I divide my time between working and happy hour. But that person took advantage of the time and to have more staff working that period with his unreasonable attitude.

Its very frustrating and annoyed having to experience this problem. Furthermore, while his enjoying his time playing game, we will have to cover his duties and when comes the end of the month, we all have the same paid salary but the different is he is working less. So I and my colleague informed our superior about his attitude. Before this, that person was caught downloading softwares and games using the company computer and he was given a verbal  and stern warning, still he didn't change though he is given chances. While others are worry about losing their jobs, he in the other hand care less about securing his work. I wonder if he ever care about himself, not to say about his work. Its hard to find work nowadays, securing the future, even though you have dozens of certificates that doesn't promise you a brighter future or work. We should be thankful and appreciate of the things we have and owned before we loose it.

I hope he will come to his senses someday before its too late to change and mend his ways, not for other people but for himself and his future. Let this be a lesson to learn and something that we can take note of.

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